Once upon a time, I browsed the internet tired of being pushed around and used, and googled "Manipulation Tactics", what I found was NLP. specificly the snowcron tutorial site(Very highly reccomended btw)

Origionally, I was so skeptical of the capabilities of NLP I simply believed that it was all lies, but decideing to agree to the presuppositions of NLP, I began my journey.

With only the 5 emails, I quickly developed my capabilities, rather quickly I induced self halucinations on myself, which were under my control, I expierienced train apiphanies which would cause me to cry with a laughter, and many versions of myself in different emotional and perceptual positions came forth to speak as a coalation, each takeing turns and giveing input on my life, putting my reality into persepctive.

I became so enthralled that NLP was the "Only" thing I did in my spare time, I would sit and meditate for hours, formulateing self halucinations, sharpening my senses and learning to control my mind, what I learned was possily the most enticeing and electric sensations of my life, I watched online videos with Richard Bandler and followed his instructions as he taught the class, and I FELT the results.

The final result, was feeling... almost as if I was expieriencing the world through my 2nd attention, it was very weird at first, I felt alot of pain, like the searing undeafaning noise of the background, when i opened all of my auditorial perceptual filters at once, I went blind so that I could smell things from far, far away.. eventually I could control my mind, my intentions, my thoughts, my senses, and I was hypnotizeing myself constantly in the mirror, and I had a nearly unparaleled control over any and individuals I would meet. I felt like I was a god, I felt like I was more powerful then normal human beings, because I was useing NLP. And the results were astounding.

When I returned home from the place where I had learnt NLP, something inside of me decided to stop practiceing... my whole family telling me that I wasent me anymore, same with my friends. My mother yelling at me "Your becomeing a robot! theres no natural you left!" Among other starteling things, though I did do alot of good, such as convinceing my father not to gamble anymore... random phobia cures among friends.

The Problem
I havent been able to get back into useing NLP, I feel that iv lost what iv done, thus far, though I can recall specific uses when I am interested in it, thats the extent. Origionally I had repatternd myself to utilize NLP constantly, at all times... I want to have that back, I want to use NLP all the time again, I want to begin my constant hypnotiq repatterning sessions, I want to become powerful and enlightened again as I once was.

Does anyone know of any "Very good" online sources for NLP? Ones that, in a voice very intrigueing could bring me back into the usage? Or is my only hope to attempt the excersizes without the empowered enthusiasem again, to smile while I complete the excersizes, to attempt to do the work before I get the outcome?

Any input would be apreciated. Thank you.

Hi Damien,

An interesting post, seems as though you've already got a lot from NLP with limited materials.

"Very good" online sources ? Not quite sure exactly what you're hoping for here, but what I've come across - Jamie Smart's Salad site has many free resources, steveandreas.com had more free articles, DVD transcripts etc than I've found anywhere else. A lot of NLP vidoes on youtube, most of the big names, Paul Mckenna's 'I can change your life' TV series etc. I also have a detailed e book I could pass on if you want to PM.